My latest piece of eye candy at work has suddenly and under unfortunate circumstances had to move back to his hometown, due to a death in the family. Though I did not get to know him as well as I would have liked, I will miss him all the same. Hopefully I'll get to see you again, someday...
For crying out loud, you were able to take my mind off of B-- a task unaccomplished by anyone else, so far...
On this note. Where do I stand on my beloved B? I'm more confused now than ever. It goes like this:
Either, this infatuation with B is merely a crush and nothing more, due to the fact that the very next time a cute boy paid me any attention, I was able to (momentarily?) forget about him.
OR... it isn't just a crush and maybe I do love him as much as I sometimes speculate. In this case, the fact that I was so easily distracted by a new boy is nothing more than my attempt to forget about you and move on by whatever means necessary.
In other words. I'm either too eager to fall for you, or I'm too eager to fall for someone (anyone) else to avoid falling for you.
I guess only time will tell for sure.
((Don't I sound more 15 than I do 22??))
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