f*ck

Edit: Everything is fine now... I just really needed a rant, and now it's all better :)

I am in full on panic mode right now. Years of procrastinating have finally caught up with me and in the worst way.

Fall semester tuition was due tonight before 7:30. I remembered at about 8:10.

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.

Too much? No, that's how I feel right now and I've been walking around for the past hour muttering obscenities to myself. I had months to pay this tuition, opened many reminders in the mail, and left myself several post-its to remind myself. And in the time I wrote all those post-its, I could have just logged online and paid the bill in less than 2 minutes. Instead, I waited, and now it's possibly too late.

I guess I forgot to mention that if tuition isn't paid in full by the deadline, your classes are cancelled. I'm not sure if I'll be able to (before classes start Monday) reschedule my classes. And even if they will allow it, those particular classes are likely to be snatched up when a seat (mine) opens up. I'm supposed to be graduating in December and transfering to a 4-year University in January. I've been excited about this transfer for about 2 years now, and I may have just fucked myself up enough to have to wait till next August.

I'm going to die if I find out tomorrow that I totally screwed myself. I'm panicking, shaking, can hardly type, and definitely can't sleep (yet). I need to find a way to force sleep, because I'm up at 7 again tomorrow...