8.16.2009

when all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary, rest your head... I'm permanent.

Today God decided it was time for my grandfather to be with him now, and now he's taken him to Heaven. So many thoughts and questions and prayers going through my head constantly and I know it will be quite some time before I make sense of any of it... as truly devastated as I am, as we all are, I think it's safe to say he is safe and comfortable now, and finally peaceful. No more doctors, no more living facilities, no more confusion and resistance. Now he's getting the rest he so rightfully deserves and I'm praying God will take good care of him now.

I'm doing my best to stay strong for my mom, but death is a whole new ballgame for me-- one I've really never had to play before. I promise to do the very best I can.



I highly recommend listening to "Permanent", by David Cook... it's been a favorite of mine and right now it's stuck on repeat.

1 comment:

  1. know how we have a million things in common? Well, guess what? I lost my grandfather on Saturday.

    I'm sorry for your loss and I am sending hugs down your way!

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