I haven't written in several days because I haven't found the energy. Life has been so messed up these last few weeks. Never in my life have I felt so messed up, confused, depressed, and angry. How am I coping with it all? Not real well.

This past Saturday night, my aunt Mildred passed away, exactly a month after my grandfather left us. I can't begin to describe how tragic it is to lose two of the most important people in your life in the matter of a few weeks, especially after having never really lost anyone close to you before.

I'll be back soon, hopefully, once I'm able to make some sense out of the mess that is my life at the moment.