I think I lost a best friend today. Yes, my B. Unbeknownst to him, B has managed to break my heart once and bruise it a few more, and all in less than a year's time. I think today was the last time.
The circumstances aren't really important. The lack of sorrow and the lack of an APOLOGY for being a grade A jerk to me two nights ago left me with the realization that this man will never (could never) be able to give me what I want or need. Even something as simple as an apology that I more than deserved.
It's heart-breaking and terrible, but today I had to insist that he will never make me feel this way again. And so, B, I'm letting go of our friendship. If you are man enough to be the one that holds it together, I won't resist. But I'm done doing the holding. It's up to you now.
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Good for you..
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